im a mess like always... who wrote this dang poem?

i am layin in bed and its almost 5am, i cant sleep, THE NIGHTS HARD TO GET THROUGH WITH NO ONE IN UR BED! i am so uneasy right now, im so lost feelin, so not sure about so much! i miss my DAD and my brother and stepmom and sisters!! its becoming overwellming! i miss close friends! i miss feeling truly loved! i need God so much right now! i hate these bursts of whatever this is!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!! i want off the wild rollercoaster!